Mama Wound: The VICTIM. Under Spring Gibbous Moon

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“LOVE OR FEAR? You have to love yourself.  You have to feel that you deserve to be happy and that you deserve to live and you deserve to love. Because two emotions can’t exist at the same time…Emotions are the tone of your whole BodyMind.”  Dr. Candace Pert

The human MindBody is QUANTUM.  Repeat that a million times while smiling and chanting YUM over and over in the harmony of Om, and educate yourself about it until you understand what I mean.

The moon navigates us gravitationally.  Up down up down.  Repeat this, too.

The western wound of the Feminine is a metaphoric understanding that demonizes the role of emotions–the flow of nuropeptides-– and therefor creates an adverse affect, or literally the back-up of emotions in our body.  So I will name this wound metaphorically the Role of the Victim.

What areas in your life do you self-vicitimize?  Dig on it, think on it.  I’ll say it again: The wound of the Feminine translates in the body as the wound of not being allowed to feel.  VICTIM.

We experience Shame for feelings. We Shame Our Feelings. Which is a spiral, the Shame Cycle.   I shame how I feel so that chemically, when I feel, I feel shame. DANG!  It keeps the Victim in place.

And guess what, you can get addicted to that bad-feeling fear-based Shame Cycle!

Cognitive behavior therapy is an inherent behavioral science that underlies all EBT (evidence based treatment) models for therapy, and is elsewhere found in the 12-steps.  From a Cog B perspective, we might say VICTIM is a Core Belief.  Maybe The Core Belief?  In any case, most of us know what it’s like to walk around with repressed fear at our core, for sure.

Victim.  I deserve or belong in pain.  I am worth Nothing.

How do you relate to being a Victim in your own life?  What about Martyr?? There’s a real connection here to codependency in relationships, too.

We disown our own needs all the time because we pathologize everything haha because of that whole addicted to feeling bad thing, and pathologizing keeps that secured!

Why do we deny our needs?

We receive a million stories a day that a) We can’t change the way things are (because we’re Victims) and also B)Feeling anything but positive is wrong.  Haha so then we depress our feelings.  Because it’s wrong to feel bad.  And so then what do we do?  Try to medicate them!  AND YOUR BRIAN CHANGES EVERY TIME YOU CHRONICALLY MEDICATE FEELINGS! Learn about the science of addictions!  The science of the BodyMind! LORD! Learning to name feelings and feeling them.  Check your self.  For real.  What ways do you Victimize your self?  Cuz you believe it’s easier than feeling how you feel, and owning what you need?

It’s worth a look.

On the somatic level this impacts your immune system.  To depress your feelings and other basic (think Maslow) physiological needs.  And then shows up in your hormones. Which have to do biologically with how you process stress and also, is impacted by your diet and other genetic and environmental factors including being fed and getting enough sleep.  This wiring gets passed on to your kids!  And is ultimately, again, about whether or not those basic needs are met, and then if we are able to process stress and deal with our emotions day to day.

SUCH MIRACLES we each are, if we get mindful about our miraculous capacities!  Literally.  Mindfulness is the Healer Within.  Such miracles we are even if we’re not mindful of it!  Either way 🙂

This conversation is different from chemical imbalances that people suffer with, requiring medication in order to function.  That’s very real.  But it’s also related, because in the same conversation we could look at how many of those peoples are a composite of at least a generation of unprocessed complex trauma (basic needs not met, power dynamics that create neglect or abuse in the family, community or home) and they end up dealing with said familial or societal imbalance through substance use and abuse, which takes us back to the neuropeptides of emotions again, and the soft wiring of DNA Feels, and unmet needs.

In any case.  Own your needs by getting real with your self about what is really real in your life, right now.

And at least open your mind with me when I suggest that there is Collective Subconsciousness to Patterns.  That show up, against the very real cycles of practical things like Nature’s Growing Season.  I mean.  You’re living and growing, right?  I sure hope so.

The Wound Of The Feminine is in us ALL.  It begins within.  That’s all.

 

One thought on “Mama Wound: The VICTIM. Under Spring Gibbous Moon

    Bri said:
    April 8, 2017 at 7:48 pm

    Speaking the truth. Resonates deeply.

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